“Take my dreams, come and give them wings”

So..we dream, do we? Once I read if we look at the greatness of the bible... and all God has ever done, what we desire is not too big, but too small! Dreams are something quite weird if we let them be more important that what they really are... as humans I believe we eager to something, and as we are suppose to have hope, hope in God, hope in the future in His hands, His sovereignty, I guess we just put that on our dreams, not our dreams on that... so... we hope to get whatever we are wishing, so we can move on, to the next wish, and life is quite empty. As Chuck Palaniuk would say: “people don't want their problems to be solves, their issues resolved, cause what would they have left? A big scary unknown” so... the unknown is scary, but it seams more life than hugging the issues and never letting them go... dreams.. oh dreams... why are we so afraid to have real dreams... as God wouldn't want it, would blame you heart to be real, to love real... as that... not even love for God could be real...
sleep well...

not knowing

Life can be so confusing sometimes….
I keep thinking about the things I want, the things I need (that usually don’t match) and more than often makes non sense!
I wanna be sure, but seems like I am never! Too good to have God, know He is in command, but whenever I have no idea, shouldn’t I, at least, want something in all of that? I believe in the “almighty-ness” of God, but in all that, does He not want me to want something? Even though the will for seeking Him comes from Him.
My thing is, I wanna please God, really, I do!! But How can I have any idea on what? Ok ok… maybe I am a bit anxious about the incertain future… but everyday is an exercise of patience! To just learn how to lay all things before Him, and still hope, hope for the future, as it has a new day tomorrow!
And let tomorrow comes tomorrow!

“Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.” (MT 6:34)

Pain?

Do you know when you look at someone else’s life and it looks so much better? Or even worse, when you look at everyone’s lives and it looks so much better… I just can’t help thinking there’s something very wrong on it… it could be on our thoughts, but probably is on ourselves… of course our life is not as good as we have no idea it should or could be! Ok, for sure we know we can’t change things, but, we can change the way we see things we already have, right? I guess, if we could figure it out what to do, just not feel so useless, it wouldn’t be so bad, or not? Maybe we’re suppose to look and see only the worse in life, even though there are such beautiful things. So how come we could not value those things up? What’s better than a friends hug when you need it? What’s better than a friends thoughts and words of hope when you are just there to listen… And even better, what's better than be there for someone? it’s time to make things you have worth it as they really do! And I am thankful to God for them!

XoXo
Painkiller :P

Forward to God

Thinking about prosperity we could just believe we are not going to suffer… easy then! Well… I do believe we prosper in God, just not the way we believe we do. Let me explain, as we walk forward we prosper, suffering or smiling, not always we are feeling like going forward, nor close to God, but when He holds us, crushed, in his arms, we have pain… and sometime later the pain goes (believe me, it does), and we have his strength left, which is much bigger than before, and that is the time when you are weak, but still very strong on Him.
Let’s together not fight against what we live now, enjoy, enjoy your suffering, enjoy your smile, and go forward.

"I'll go anywhere as long as it's forward" (David Livingstone)

you take me back

Listening to this Jeremy Camp song (link at the end), I was stirring up my thoughts, thousands of them, trying to pick one up to write about…
Well.. with the music, what’s better subject to start on than life itself!!

God accepts us back, not because He sent us away, but because we turned our backs on him, we decided to live our own way. Even though, He still had this perfect creative things for us, and still… we wanted to live other people’s lives! What He promised for them, not for us… but WHY do we not see that what He promised for us is so much more “fittable” to us, than all this crap we desire from the world! can the world be much more creative than you, oh Lord? Just look at the world you created!!!
It’s time to come back, to listen God singing "I'll take you back... always... even when the fight is over, even when the pain is coming through... i'll take you back" and live the full life God has for us!! Do you wanna join me on this trip?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_GRqCoAXLFA