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So... Exhausting... Controlling, whatever! Life is crazy n I don't think I am that much! So, I don't freaking wanna hear God? First I thought it was, but then I can't hear freaking anything, so I am just tired of all this, of trying to be good, trying to be freaking loved, when i am just not, and I end up doing all wrong! So, what's the purpose of my living God? Cause I ain't doing any good to anyone, ain't following your freaking path...
Where? When? What? How?
Just tired of wanting u! Of feeling u away! Of missing u! Of begging u to be here with me, and just being lonely...
What do u want from me? Just can't do this anymore....